youll always be my favorite one //

so me and the sister went to the myth yesterday for the honda civic tour with phantom planet, the hush sound, motion city soundtrack and panic at the disco. phantom really really impressed me with their energy. hush sound was talented, but i was just too anxious to see mcs and get off of my feet to get too into it. mcs killed it, per usual. and we left before panic even got on. haha. blah.

my sister had a really good time, i think. there were SO many little emo scene kids there for panic, however, which was mega annoying. i ended up scolding a group of 13yo girls who were attempting to cut in front of us (we were one row behind the sound booth barrier, so really there was no where for them to go). i turned around and said "uhm. do you think you are going to stand in front of us? because all of us here (motion to all the strangers around me who were now watching the convo) have been waiting here all night." the girl just stared at me with horror and didnt move another inch. ha! then the girl next to me looked at me and gave me the "thank you" eyes, and we locked our shoulders together so the little brats could not get through. muahaha. i love that i do not have the young hang-ups anymore of "what are these girls going to think/say of me?" oh middle and high school fears, how glad i am that you are far from me. i think i also gave everyone around me the courage to yell at other cutters too, because everyone around me started to tell them off. quite awesome! the show went well though, and it was great to see justin do his thing again. although it is very strange to see him in his element. so weird. my mind does not grasp that i know him when he is on stage. i just dont know him like that. he was pretty funny during the show, though. saying randomness. we texted a bit after the show, but he was going to dinner with his parents and kari. so i wished him a good tour, and my sis and i left.

there was also funniness with the text message screen. right when i got there i texted "scream if you love justin pierre's hair!" just because it is the most teenybopperish obnoxious thing ever, and i know the real fans hate that shit (i also was bitter at justin that i had to wait in the enormous kidlet line outside). needless to say, tons of people screamed. then pat brown from sing it loud was getting massive love on the text screens for some reason, so i texted him and told him what was up. he was shocked and he ended up coming out and hanging out a bit later. he left early though, because he is leaving to go on tour with my boys the spill canvas. he was really pumped. i was actually texting nick at the time, and told him about how pat cannot wait to meet him, and nick said he was excited to meet them all too. such a small world. all the musicians i know are starting to all tour together. strange planet.

now i am off to coffee with lydia and heather! i love my dates.

im gradumatated!

oh man. lots to update on, huh?

so my graduation went so well. my mom, dad, sis, and grandpa came out to watch me walk. it was such a surreal experience to walk across that stage knowing i had just recieved a bachalor's degree. bizarre!!! who knew i would finally make it!? afterward my family and i cracked a bottle of chamagne and then went out to dinner. after dinner the fam went home and my sister stayed out for the partying chaos afterward.

202 had some people over and we all celebrated me and jen's graduation day. aww. it was SUCH a perfect last "hoorah" in river falls with my faves. jen obviously, my sis, holly, matt, and later so many other people. even lindsay s. came out to celebrate. i have not seen that girl for at least a year, but i miss and love her so much.
















my sister got in to all of the bars with my id, and i do not remember most of the end of that night. i was absolutely not sober and i can only cringe to remember the silly things i did toward the end of the night. so much fun, however.

now i am in the real world. what will i do? i am unsure. it is still all so strange to me. i will begin to think about it soon enough, why bother worrying right now.

now i am home for adventures. i have missed my friends and blark so very much. i have had a very lame social life the past few months because of school, but now i am free free free to do all things in life. holla!

on thursday dagger, slayer and i went to rilo kiley. all i have to say is that it was one of the best shows i have ever ever seen. she wails. they rock. flawless. it was one of those shows where the entire crowd was there for the music. it made the show. everyone was singing and cheering along in first ave, and it was magical. im not even kidding. magical. what a beautiful way to start the summer.

then us girls went to lyds to watch grey's anatomy. which was pretty good. but at the end we felt like we had just had bad sex, and were left unsatisfied. i mean, really? no one died? really? no one was murdered? really? lame. cute. but lame. saw every part of that episode coming. every part. bleh.

yesterday us girls and sharon went to station 4 for the sing it loud and camera cant lie show. pictures to come. the show was good, and we saw a lot of people we knew, per usual, and afterward we hung out with travis and his friends again. but travis got pouty a lot of the night and was on his sidekick, so we didnt get to hang too much. it was fun though. we went to applebees, met some people having a birthday, sang and played guitar on a rooftop, went to petey's house again. not bad. not bad. but we got so very tired and went home around 3a. the show was def. the highlight. and i got to see miss jackie p. i love that girl. i am so pumped she got the internship at 50records, and i am forcing her to go to deb's party as my date. she will be so perfect for the job, and i think she will learn a ton. that girl is so rad, it hurts.

now i am lazy. just woke up. going to coffee with mister dan in a bit.

that is all. <3