the best parts of lonely.

lately my life has been good but somewhat uneventful.

i have had to ditch out on a few concerts with the girls because i have had so much to and no extra energy to do anything else. i feel bad about not partaking, but it is in my better interest to rest up and make sure i graduate in may.

speaking of may, 202 plans to throw a party for us girls who are graduating. should be good times.

this weekend is a show on friday with lyds and heather. the effects show is on saturday (a band that us 50 people became very close with at sxsw), and white light riot is also playing with my boys the spill canvas the same night. maybe there is a way to catch the effects, and then hang out with the spill boys afterward. i ditched nick last time he was in town, so i need to see him this time. speaking of tsc, jen hung out with them in LA and said 'hi' for me. aw. her and i have good times with her tolerating my craziness at shows.

i am also hanging out with this guy zac on sunday. we are going to have cocktails and talk, i think. should be good. of course he is a gemini. but him and i already worked through that issue, haha.

i also am so in love with my internship. i didn't go for a month after sxsw. i just had far too much on my plate. but going back was like i had never missed. annamarie and i talked for an hour about funny stories and how she knows the honorary title, etc... i just love that place. i will be sad if and when i have to depart. i still want to be a part of everything that i going on there.

that's about it.

ciao, babies!

excited for the future.

today i had a meeting with a career adviser. we talked about portfolios and job searching. i feel like my future is finally coming together a bit. i am excited to get things rolling, and see what's out there. so many possibilities! who knows where i will end up or what i will end up doing.

my hair is pretty much the same. the darker blond i wanted wasn't what she used, but it still looks good.

i swallowed my fear of sharing my creative writing publicly, and submitted five pieces to the university's prologue. it is a collection of student writing that is published every year. i think the pieces are sort of crappy, but if even one of them gets in it will be a good resume builder.

i have so much homework to do this weekend, that it is frightening. but i must do it, since i will be gone most of next week at sxsw. it is so worth the pain now, to have the experience of the festival. heck. yes. and i am getting more and more excited to see everyone down there. and one boy i like to kiss. :X

sunday i think sara is going to do a photoshoot with me. i absolutely love the photos she takes, and i am really excited about it. you can check out her previous work here www.flickr.com/xosara.

in any event, i need to sleep. so that i may suffer the wrath of writing a million pages in papers tomorrow.

p.s. i hope a certain someone breaks their arm. :X

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